Wednesday, June 11, 2014

After I’ve lost the fear



After I’ve lost the fear of others: of what others think; what others say; to make different; wanting different; dreaming farther away dreams; going beyond the usual; loving with love, not with shame...

When I"ve learned that being human implies to exist, and not only accompany parents as a child; and the church until the chrism; and society, as it’s taught; and the textbook, without questioning; and the TV’s Journal, believing that there is any truth in it...

When I realized that nothing else matters, but worth what the heart tells; worth what nature says; worth what I am, and not what is expected from me; I have nothing to do with hell...

After that I became myself, just then I was born in truth, I became someone, someone living - and not an undead stupidly walking the streets with an imbecile car, with the dream of the other ones, with visor and the put bridle to always look blind and be forever a resentful man...

Inscribe on my tomb:

HERE LIES A CRAZY MAN, WHO WILL — ‘CAUSE HE’S CRAZY — NEVER DIE: ‘CAUSE HIS SOUL IS CONDEMNED TO FOREVER THRILL, mad, FLY AWAY AND AROUND! INFINITELY CONDEMNED TO BE HAPPY!